Day 39

No sugar added. I've been thinking about being one day away from day 40.

40 days ago (the day before we started) I don't think I could imagine have imagined going 40 days without my crutches for every uncomfortable emotion I felt..and yet I have. Why? I think it really has to do with the sea kayak..I really want to be gliding across the lakes and bays of Washington someday. Also, it's also because I'm trying not to look into the future. I've stopped worrying about Thanksgiving..instead I'm looking forward to seeing most of my family and enjoying their company. It's the people that I'm excited about not the pumpkin pie. It may also be that I feel better and in control...I still crave chocolate sometimes, but I also know I can live without it. I don't know if I believed that 40 days ago.