Day 18

ARGGHHHH - PMS with no chocolate...seriously not fun at all. I feel like punching someone in the face (not anyone in particular, just everyone who keeps asking me questions today) and then immediately afterward, I want to cry my eyes out..I'm starting to feel like I'm going crazy..and then I realized why, which also made me realize that this is the first time in a really long time when chocolate or something sugar laden hasn't been my first response to feeling this way and it is hard, very, very hard. BUT, it's not worth losing my sea kayak over..so I shall just keep getting through the minutes until today is over, because I am stronger than chocolate.